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We are not drawing on your nightmares
So look to the future
and make your own fragile new world.
Is it doomed?
Is another bright spot giving you a hollow excuse
of our Hero?
"He is a man."
Medical Desires
I'm sure it is all fun and games until you close my air ways
And you keep pulling me under
You know it's easier to have fun, when you hold the gun
Still you insist that a forced aneurysm
Has never looked better with that pale blue sweater I always wear
I never did consider the stakes
Of sliding down a snake, after I triumphed over that ladder
But what does it matter
This relation smells like decay and forgotten flowers
And did you forget my forget-me-nots in a matter of hours?
You keep me alive in your basement with buttons and wires
And I'm so fun to play with, in your hospital
Of medical desires
So keep pretending you know what I like
All I ask is that you sterilize that knife
Before you jam it some place, it doesn't exactly fit
But as long as I'm inebriated by your love
I'm okay with it
Tighten my straps because I know I will struggle
I'll fight and attempt to escape
Without any caution to that gun in my face
Please don't get the wrong idea
I love being with you my dear
But one average man, can only take so much abuse
Before he starts to tie his own noose
I'll stand on that chair, and I hope through it all
I can still count on you
To kick it out, and watch me almost-fall
Kicking barely lifeless on nothing but chicken wire
And dreams really do come true
In your hospital of medical desires
Dramatic MonologueA Villains Tale"I don't see why you are waiting for the police...You know, once you leave and they cuff meOnce they put me in jail, I'll be out in five minutesI'll back terrorizing everything you hold dear.You'll stop me again?What happens when you aren't there?When you are caught up in something elseAnd I find your pretty little red-headed girlfriendShe won't even see me coming.Remember last time you were too late...That poor family...You got to that hotel at what time of the party?Oh that's right, when her feet stopped kicking...Fuckin' hilarious.Poor little super-baby, so distraught over that family...It was a big family eh... Three kids?And the one was just a baby; I really thought it'd bounce.Hah! You have to admitMe writing those offensive statements with that bloke's intestines;Brilliant!Simply brilliant.I got a laugh out of that, how about you?Ahh never mind!Awh I love the sounds of sirens in the morning...Late afternoon?What time is it anyways...No I will not shut up.How rude.By the way, I love the red on you;Brings out the seriousness in your eyes.Hey look over there!That one is still twitching...You always come seconds too lateI can't believe I missed that shot thoughJust nicked her ear...Maybe I'll look for it when I get out.Hmm, so before the mighty police comeBack to that hottie you're dating...I think, next time I see herI'll take her with myBare hands.Shooting her just seems so informal.I mean, since you and I have become so close...I think she'll kick,Hell, I'll even count the seconds it takes for her to stopJust for you.Awh am I making you upset?You look a little angry...Did I offend you in anyway, sir?You really going to shoot me with my own gun?How poetic.You don't have the balls for that, you and I both know it.Wh-"
It could be the way the moonlight hits the waterOr perhaps the way the winters kiss, frosts the pinesBut something about this wondrous forest;reminds me of your eyesMaybe it's the way the mountain peaks Blanket the trees with snowIt could be when the wolves all howlAnd it chills me to the boneSomething about you, is so aesthetically pleasingThat I'm trying to find one thingFrom the curves of your body, to your flowing hairOr how your voice blissfully singsWhen you barely whisper my nameOr when you catch me blushingBecause your shirt is cut lowAnd some tanned bosom is showingI wander this forest aimlesslyAnd everything reminds me of youPersonality is something I can't recallBut you physically, is what I pursueYou have an effect I can't quite explainWhere you do more than please my eyesYour simple words, and flawless flowSeem to confuse my mindAnd I've come to terms with perfectionAnd everything you do, it seemsLegs of a dancer, and smile of an angelSomething you see through dreamsDreams that keep me up half the nightBecause I'm thinking of falling asleepI should confess, nameless love of mineIt is my heart, you unknowingly keep
One can view my Lyric Poem titled 'Broken Emotion' here
I gripped her hand tightly and said we had to walkShe whispered it was freezing, and I said "I'd warm you up."The snow was barely falling, but the sun wasn't out enoughTo warm our bodies and our hearts, so she put on her earmuffsWe left the warmth inside the home and walked beneath street lightsI watched her breath as she was speaking, form in the evening nightWe touched on topics such as love, and the meaning of our livesWe had a ways to go; our destination still not in our sightsI had a flask in my back pocket; she spoke of addictions that we hadShe said she needed coffee and I replied with "Dear, you got it bad."We watched the silhouetted snowflakes, then she kissed me on the cheekI felt warm despite the snow and I swear my knees went weakEvery step we took, left a story in the snowWe gave the story pictures by drawing on car windowsOur Gallivant had started, moments or weeks agoAll time seems to blur, when I am with you soIt gets hard to remember when I'm in this state of limeranceI seem to fool myself into thinking 'everything is permanent'I mustn't think too much, I'm in love for this instantIt's quite an incredible feelings- 'She looks rather brilliant'I think to myself, as moonlight catches on her eleganceThe first date, always brings out innocenceWe round a bend and the wind becomes prominentBut still anything but her, fades from my existenceWe noticed the coffee shop could be seenThrough the snowfall and between the treesIt wasn't freezing but there was a breezeAnd I knew I was living for times just like theseYou said we had to hurry, so you quickened your paceEach footstep carried you closer to our favorite placeInside, it had a distinct smell and an amazing tasteYou ordered our drinks as I counted freckles on your perfect faceWe took our time through our conversationEach topic an accomplice to our procrastinationThe shop was closing soon and we had to head homeBut I didn't mind walking, because I wouldn't be alone
I've been praising not success but mistakes
And I don't know who you are anymore
And you're three whole words and eight letters late
I've been cleaning the blood off of our floor
Is all this really worth your addiction?
Keep lying; you won't avoid this issue
Two person trial for your conviction
What's worth more, us or scarlette stained tissues?
Do you think you're beautiful done like this?
Violent convulsions and make up smears
All your clothes are ruined and reak like piss
I've drowned out concern over the long years
You said you'd do it, and I called your bluff
But I think you're not trying hard enough